‘A bitter day’
it will all be erased like this. Someday it will all be forgotten
then I might be able to smile, but... right now there’s nothing I can do
even though the weather is nice, I don’t feel good at all.
it actually makes me mad, as if the sun were mocking me.
I’m in a difficult situation where I can’t deal with the anger and i struggle
the exact opposite of me, the world continues spinning as if nothing happened
and you are also living well, it’s not fair, this is really not fair.
I feel like the people walking past me think I’m pitiful
nothing is going right, this morning i missed my stop
because I suddenly thought of you, I got off at a lonesome station
because it seemed lonely today of all days, tears just kept falling
I walked like that for a long time, I started to miss you, who I had only been hating
because I was so pathetic in my past day.
when I didn’t even have the strength to hold on to you
‘A bitter day’
it will all be erased like this. Someday it will all be forgotten
then I might be able to smile, but... right now there’s nothing I can do
I can’t do anything
just now, I thought about you again
even if it’s sad, even it’s going to be really hard
I’ll just keep trying to erase you
‘A bitter day’
no matter what I say, it will all sound like an excuse
even if I say that all of this was for you, because you were too good for me
it made me feel uncomfortable, as if I were wearing clothes that didn’t match me
you were beautiful, but watching you wither away next to me
how do you think, that would have made me feel?
we shouldn’t have started. That first time
I shouldn’t have looked into your eyes
I thought I would feel weightless if I let you go, but that wasn’t the case
my mind understood the farewell, but my heart wouldn’t give in
missing you and trying to erase you, it repeats every day
I will bear all the pain, I just wish that you would be happy
so that the choice I made doesn’t go to waste, so that I don’t regret it, I’ll always pray for you
‘A bitter day’
it will all be erased like this. Someday it will all be forgotten
then I might be able to smile, but... right now there’s nothing I can do
I can’t do anything
just now, I thought about you again
even if it’s sad, even it’s going to be really hard
I’ll just keep trying to erase you. I will erase you little by little
when time passed I will be able to smile and reminisce
instead of that cliché phrase ‘time heals everything’
tell me sometime that actually works, you will receive a love greater than the one I gave you
you are still beautiful. you said we would be together forever. In the end, we are the same as others,
it will all be erased like this. someday it will all be forgotten, that day will come